I had a small epiphany this morning.
I awoke about 2am and lie in bed. My leg throbbed and burned because it was time for my pain medicine. I adjusted my position which helped a small amount and then I paged the nurse. While I waited I pondered about the pain and what to do about it. I slowly realized after several minutes the my leg did hurt, but I did not. My leg has hurt for months from the cancer, but I did not. I've injured my body several times in the past, but I was not injured.
The epiphany is that my body is and has always been a tool which I use. The deeper I, which you can call my soul or my ID or my spirit, is not hurt or injured at all. I will fix my body and continue to use it for many, many years and I will accomplish many, many things. However, when I look in the mirror I will never see a broken person because I am not injured.
Saturday, August 16, 2014
An epiphany
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I am so glad to hear you say that. After my motorcycle accident which left me partially paralyzed. I focused on the pain and the negative things to which it caused. My leg was and still is so messed up that I concentrated so much of my energy on what and why that I failed to see what you just stated for about 15 years.
ReplyDeleteI love you daddy! You really are the biggest role model in my life!
ReplyDelete-Your Little Girl, Terah <3
He is a great role model Terah. Not just for you but for all of us. He's quite a man, that daddy of yours.
ReplyDeleteThat is a moving and powerful statement. I like it a lot.
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